hey~~

say bye ...
my LOVELY book

kaka~~huuuuuuuuu

and WELCOME to my bear~

ka~

TEACH ME !!!

HOW CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN???

起伏不定

一切都来的太冲动。
我不开心。。引发不忿情绪的写下不削的感触是应该还是不应该？

一切都从自己的嘴巴和想法来。。
当你说了。。随时不知道一个炸弹会抛向你。
你会不懂！

我的言语过于自己底线
也许不该说出口
但我有言论自由。

这两天都言语不协调。。
我很冲动。。很善变.
哇靠。。也许是不敢面对自己吧！
真差劲。
我看我应该要在和妈妈上一堂课了。
总是缺乏信心。不敢面对

现在又有一股冲动不断的接近，让我想放弃继续就读的机会。

好没方向。。
我该怎么办。。

哭也哭过，泪也流过。。还有什么呢？

距离离开学校的日子接近了，
不舍得心情越来越高，
考试期间大家都保持沉默，在忙。

忙完了，也就是该说再见的时候了。


大家都准备了吗？

呵呵。。。。。我还真的爱分享我的伤心而不是开心。
我疯疯颠颠。。高高低低。。还真的起伏不定。
简称：神经病

disappointed

really upset now.
nothing can i do..
i am losting my way.

cant forgive myself did not complete it as well.
am i put too much stress in this subject.
the first subject made me cried.
sorry..teacher.
sorry..mum
sorry..dad
sorry..to myself.

先甜后苦@@

先甜后苦
do u agree??
additional mathematics.the subject i care the most.
but it was passed...hmm...already try my best to done this paper.
still leave four paper and four days ..i need to say bye to my secondary schoolmate and throw out my uniform.
actually quite unhappy..because of i need walk away from my dearest buddies..
after examination all of us separate our way and spend their own life or happiness with others.
it a good things..but what thing i care for??:( dont know..

真的不舍得你们。
我们要保持联络哦
如电话是开着哒~

keep in touch with each others.my friends^^
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27/11

are u ready after spm what thing should u do??
hmm..im still not yet planing my time for future.
what should i do??and what can i do??
first i need a job..after spm..i need a cash to buy my thing..cause i
lack of money..dear@@..


yesterday went out with family..
bought alot of item for face..i want ''you''away from my face!!
whitenning!!! and white and white~
last night was a uncomfartable day for me..
my tear was automatic cried in front her..my dear sis.
sorry ..made u worry about me..


since a long time my tear dint dropping down from my eye..
dont worry .im alright now.
last night ,suppose club with my babies gang.but i cant go..cause of still in examination and control by my parents.actually im not CLUB KAKI .!K..i just fall in love with music only!k..guys ..dont think much much..:)


still have 4 subject..my secondary school life be- THE END-

huh huh..

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一切只是本人感受

在不服从地当下，感觉会像失去了东西，在一个家庭观念很强的我会无论遇到什么事情都好不犹豫和戒备的和家人分享或诉苦。我受伤他们会来保护我，我不开心他们会都我开心，我在抗战时他们会为我准备武器和为我打气。我真的好爱他们，尊重他们。他们说了不，我就会听和不反扑，因他们一定有他们的立场。昨晚，她说；不希望我会做让他们失望的东西，我永远是他们的宝贝。其实他们的宝贝的确很软弱。一点都不坚强，外表只是假面的伪装。

我害怕和人承诺后又办不到，感觉不好。这可证明我无能失信。有时候会因为现在的虚荣而懊恼，因都没法达成自己要得要求，在一个终点结束结果不是好也不是坏，它也是另外一个起点.

说真的，我很叛逆但我没种。叛逆只会让我伤害疼惜我的人。我也不会将我下一步的棋隐瞒，成为别人手上的棋子不好受。生活在这个圈子里最开心的是我拥有一幅单纯好欺负的摸样吧。不喜欢自己嘴巴轻轻，把灭有把握的话挂在嘴边。

也随着时间的流转，渐渐觉得与朋友的互动越来越少了，朋友，其实当你寂寞不开心，开心会想起我这个不起眼的冬瓜吗？我真的都把握的缺点显示出来了，我不爱一个人，不能在一个没有爱和关怀的环境生活。有时会羡慕别人有用一双美丽的翅膀，而自己拥有的是有力而无效的翅膀，很搞笑吧？呵呵。。希望你们都能明白我，我不敢说我朋友多，其实能联络交谈的并不多。

糟糕！！我的毛病又来了。。以上会不会觉得我在说有的没得呢？我只是单纯说说自己而已。。。嘻嘻

昨晚痛哭了。。也舒服多了。

别担心，我没事了:0

感覺

一個人在同一個空間裏

會不盡地糊塗的遐想
其實時間已不能倒流
接受吧
盡力就好了
在範圍廣大的視野
人一定有存在的價值
一切放低
別給期待
停止渴望

人就會過的很好
現在
後悔莫及
過去了
盡力了
想想
未來吧

我不會讓我未來模糊的過

這幾年已吸取了教訓，經驗。未來就好好安排吧。

我沒灰心

一時的感觸

也許你們也不了解我現在的心情

我不能讓他們失望。

最後還是感謝你們的祝福:)

halo

are you ready???
everybody
our spm is around the corner..
more few days ..we need to step in the hall and take our first paper.
hmm..i have some weird mood recently ..its hard to express from my heart.
i no nervous and no stress now..this situation is different from my trial exam
im really ok??or im not ok??
but i trust it will coming soon.
RELAX..MY GIRL.
HOPE I CAN DOT IT AS WELL.
JUST TRY MY BEST.
IT JUST A PART OF JOURNEY IN MY LIFE.
but i hope can make it be perfect.:)

and i hope all of yours can as easy to answer your paper.
and GOOD LUCK TO YOU
p/s
DRINK MORE WATER AND SLEEP EARLY TO GET READY

REMEMBER DON'T BURN MIDNIGHT OIL . before exam.
IT USELESS FOR US.''it s learn/reminded from HIM.>thx alot.

GOOD LUCK :)

i falling into a song of ''摇篮曲''by 动力火车.
it a good song to relax:)