hmm..

trial exam is coming .......
:(

how my holidays??
hmmm...boring,tiring,quietly,quickly....unlucky..
no mood to study
no mind to memorize
trail exam is coming soon.
me haven get ready to face on it.chilll.....

hmm...
wanna scream loud and loud
wanna cry more and more
can i?

Not in the mood to blog much over the weeks.
maybe u will guess it's stressful act
i not blogging much.:)
bless on me.

good luck to u .

in dreaming...~.~

singing into the air..

pampampampampampampam...
billabillabillabilabillabilla...@@

laughing..

对不起
谢谢你的原谅
伤害了你，也伤害了自己
你的心犹如被刀割吧？对的
你对我期望，我却让你失望
从没想过会被你当面揭发。
我爱你。

对不起。

谢谢你。

ok

everything will BE change
JUST keep going on..

what u need to do
what u need to care

even you are tired.
JUST DO IT!!

LOST MY SOUL.
I AM WHO I AM
I AM NOT MINE

都不知道想怎样
每早起身看看电话里一定有在的
能叫我不想吗？
~朋友

sweet

great day for us
i love u 2~laopo ..dar dar

laugh..==

im feeling warm when hugged this bear.i love it so much

3 of us.
remember our promised^^
muwars
crazy love laugh smile share care chat together

dream

lemon tea just back from my house^^she going date with her friends~
we chat a lot!she came my house for dress up~thank for your trust...~hmm..enjoy ya~
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at the end..ru let him convince..yesterday before start the class..he asked me WHY,WHY din attend intensive class..i kept on SMILE and said''@@@@''.....
conclusion: i decided attend the intensive class..start on this week!@@...scary! i scare for cant cover the question
hmm....JUST DO IT ,ru ...TRY UR BEST.
hmm...suppose go take my addmath intensive class today.leave myin alone:(
who know‘天公不作美' i cant go ...is raining heavy!
haiz...

online @@
chat with laopo and dar.:(
dar make us worry so much..hope u will better soon.dont cry ,baby.
later hang out with them, just yam cha and sharing together.long time we din gather ~
miss them so much.

nothing post now.
bye~~

bless me..hope i can get good in this sub''
the sub i worry a lot.

SUPPER NIGHT- WED

WEDNESDAY 19/08/2209

took my supper at saga cafe.
around 10+ received call from uncle..asked us go for supper..
yea~~ate steak with dad..
dad ordered one drink named '' HONEY DARLING'' LMAO..1 litre !!
siao..haha


''honey darling''

my dad show time!..he ate a lot O~~i just ate a BIT ONLY~哈

FINALLY..daddy ''MAI DAN''~wow..supper.
after finished our supper ..we move over to mamak 'tang' meet with my cousin^^
hehe~~2++ just fall in slept.

kaka~~
good nite

last sunday

无聊的星期天。
家中的小狗被妈妈赶出去了。
我们不爱它了。。它做错事情。。我们把它搬到工厂了
开始的一两天，大狗狗的心情很糟糕，吃不下。。也死死闷闷。。也许它不习惯有一个人吧！

小狗的杰作

大狗的怀恋

lost my soul

昨晚来了个大风暴，
我抵不住它的呼唤也忍不住地投降。
原谅我的软弱，
我不是不疼惜，也不是不懂得知足。

每次听见你的唠叨，劝告，关心
我都有反思。
我知道自己已是幸运星，比在患难里成长的小孩来的幸福。

相反的，我也是你们的问题星。
难过的时候，都会埋藏自己来哭泣。
想起谁？会来安慰我，陪伴我、。。
寂寞的时候有谁会晓？
也许主动会让人变得软弱。。
我选择错误了？一个人面对，一个人解决？
我负荷不了了。。。

我不了解自己？我不知道
有些问题没有答案的也是要问。。。

每次面对一些冷漠的对待会让我更压力，更自闭！
我并没有每次要求完美阿。但至少也要妥善和人的配合阿！
每逢没达到自己的标准都会自责，大发老骚，摆摆臭脸，我就是这样了。
呵~~！！差劲！！很差劲！！

这是压力？这是问题？这是所谓的完美要求？
只有镜子里的自己明白真正了解我。
我好累哦。。好累！我不想烦恼~

痛都说不出口，我没期待一切的人都对我好，但至少也让我懂我是值得你的来关心。
我不是被忽视，被冷漠的，，
这世界太复杂，太辽阔了。。。
要得是什么？？？？
每天都有不一样的问题烦.,问自己:" 真的那么烦吗?""为什么?"
我已经很努力了,你没看见吗?我有尝试,我有询问,我有找办法解决..
问题还是会迎面而来..

放弃是不可能的,我会努力
放松是好的,但我不会善用

我又来了~
幸亏有姐在,得到他的安慰,感觉好多了.

为什么你会找我的时间都那么的......我是女生

想逃避..不想看见现在的我.
我找不到属于自己的我.输了..'累了

school life + bum BIG day

our addmath teacher""mr.blur''

他腰功一流。。

let show the picture
her "birthday cake''NEW STYLE




OUR FAMILY PIC""
yup..
just back from bum birthday celebration '~
yea...it 's great moment for us...gather together. it's a 1st time


conclusion: i hate myself when making a decision !! kill me.!!

after reached home..my eye became RED RED again!
Geo~~need throw it??everytime after wore must will happened ...
BECAME RED!!awww...hate a lot.

一切都不是想象的好。
你又欺负我了！我不喜欢阿
只能说我一点都不坚强！！:(

那不是我的强项，却成为了我的习惯。

beloved

20 august 2009 is a big day for her ^^
my beloved bum^^happy birthday to u ^^
hope u like the present i made for u^*^

the life with u~^^
LOVE U ALWAYS~MUWARS

ss girl^^

definitely we r same type person^^shopping queen

unforgettable
MY BELOVED
my f&F

my brother and sisters^^
i am so lucky~V *PEACE*

i love her..:)luckily u always be with me.if not.....haiks

the babies girl
since from primary school^^they still care me a lot^^
and always share together^^DON'T LEAVE ME YA~

he love me alot~bro~^^kaka..muwars

babe lam~the girl who care and love me a lot^^
baby lam ..without u my life must be worse than now~
:)you are different with others

babe dong ..:)


the girls i knew from secondary school ! they are cousin ~glad to meet them ^^
they care me ,i care them^^ theng & tong~^^haha~ i gave my hug & kiss for them~

( wei wei , ruru , nini. keat )funny guys i meet ~
haha ..without us their life must lack of laugh or smile^^
i wont forget u alls..yours will always keep in my heart。。DEEP heart^^




both of us^^
ru , lam ,beh, bum, dong, yam^^
even what happening must be share out...we solve it together^^

love u alls
*actually still have some buddies and babies *
:)..hope u know and i know larx^^

tuition later^^
buaiss..
* today get the trial time table *@@...study hard..try ur best..my RU^^
RELAX~

今天^^
HAHA

sweet heart:)

JUST

nothing to post ~~
hmmm....
HAPPY SMILE LAUGH TALK more
ANGRY CRY EMO SILENT less
in love with my family and friends^^
recently always headache..freaking spoiled my mood.
i will be better soon..PEACE.
next monday should be wear mask to school..
finally our school been a h1n1 target.@@
by the way..take care yo.
trial soon..then SPM
:)
昨晚。。。哈哈
-所谓‘日有所思，夜有所梦’。kaka~~
发了个暴笑的梦xD
明天星期天了。。待在家还是？？
最近在妈妈口中得到关于爸爸工厂的好消息，我们家真的很幸运哟。感谢上天的眷顾。。
so...should be work hard , study hard..persevere on it^^try my best.finally i found out the trouble for my hair.it 's STRESS .lol@@
the song i heard now: 双人舞。quiet sweet yo~~haha..
k le..buaiss.
last night fall in slept around 2.30++..sms with my ''tu di ''~~ haha..
sorry ..ru dint sleep early yesterday`hehe..but today woke up early.9++...oshhh..
k le....need take my breakfast lu...buais..
stay tuned for my next post.@@

100

ya!!
leave 100 days.SPM
==yesterday went melaka again==
oshh..sorry to u ..i cant buy anything for u. COS ru just stayed at the hall whole day== DINT VISIT ANYWHERE..dad felt soryy to me..cause cant bring me visit other place...
actually ...it ok .cause work important than play.:) i still have a fun at there.
keep on take picture==
let show the pic:)


when going ....me keep kacau kacau mum and dad..kaka

im too bored==..but fun~~


ok~~u 're not sorry to me. rest more~PEACE


HOW LONG I WAITING FOR......


CHU....

my smart beauty mummy & daddy





MY LEG==...PIG BIG PIG


DADDY~~HEHE

im stayed here whole day==
for WORK of JABATAN PERTANIAN==


me wore gloves for help ~~^^good girl==*actually just showed it


~~~it a hot + fun + bored day.
after done the work..we decided went to port dickson temple.
around 12++ just reached home.
today 6.20++ woke up.
suppose absent today..but nope.
im going school to celebrate fren birthday. + me will be get warning letter SOON~
HAHA..21 days~~
slep~~
bye~~