mamamiyaa

很心疼，看见地上的头发。啊。。。。。我是什么事啊？我好怕，真的很怕。T.T

感觉与你们的距离远了。两个礼拜不见不懂会是怎样的呢？
这假期过得。＝＝。I had no mood to plan anymore.==
SHOPPING？[NOPE] NO MONEY...MOVIE??[WAITING SOMEONE INVITE] ｗｈｏ　？？ｈａｈａ＝＝．．ｎａｍｅ　＞ｎｏｂｏｄｙ
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ｃｒａｚｙ　ｏｎ　ｐｏｓｔｉｎｇ＝＝
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again

before and after make up and cut hair!!==
[hate]


today brought daddy to seek treatment from 铁打师傅

after finished our breakfast conclusion
[ pain ]

i woke up at 9++ am..proud 4 myself cause last9 me fall asleep at 3++am
mum clock my door..and asked me take breakfast with them ,this act as usual for me on every sunday,feeling sweet ^^ me up to 18 girl already...but still as a child in my mum heart^^
i love you mum^^saturday night received many ask from church fren,felt sorry for them...(just said out my feeling)the place really so peaceful and caringbut the place ......but..maybe not really so suit 4 me .sorry..i love freedom ,everybody have their own life style.you all are the kind of person in world. glad can be friend with you all你们真的很棒。路是自己选择的，我从不后悔，也许下一步可能会走错，但我仍会依然坚强走下去。因路是自己选择的。受伤必定会遇到，遇痛时忍哭，遇苦时坚强。也许这是给我自己的考验吧。

30/5

the time is 2.32 am now
i haven sleep...lol

today went to wedding dinner with dad n mum
before going the location..me and mum were making up at afternoon and waiting dad come back go together, the bad news for me ,when my dad reached home....my dad was injured T.T
HAND AND LEG having blood....i feel PAIN and SHOCKED!!!
i hate the child ....dint bring his eyes to pass the way!!
hey..boy...are you know the rules???you know there is dangerous???

at the end...my dad was endure the pain go the wedding dinner
i was so worried about him..never saw his face pain like this( bitter guard)
he really so pain....

but both of us still enjoyed in the wedding
they really so sweet and warm^^

after reached home..
dad ate a medicine and fall in sleep.
i had cut my fringe...but...i dislike it!! like no change...!!l
JUST SHORTER!1
i had no mood to post le

bless 4 my dad

need improve my english
shit like hell
mamamiya
what language i write in blog?!
BULL

r you ok?

]
im not OK!

i miss .but i cant tell
i feel scare to share with him,even i had idea.sorry
why?
i thought he was still missing her ..
T.T

yesterday menstruation pain like hill , faint awhile..FEMALE!!
after finished tuition,i was felt alone walked back home..nobody fetch me.
where my prince??lol...
he never know i loving him right now ...say yes mean no = say no mean yes

after spm..many things are waiting for me^^
new hair style(recently my hair drop so muchT.T omg~get any disease?)
new laptop
new fashion style(im still student now==)
new body?.?
new skin
new ..
new.....
and good news for me
my weight drops too
my height just 153...the better weight for me is 45kg..my target(STILL SO FAR FOR ME)..haha==
i dont want being a big big strong women again
im the fat and short in my gang==hate it!!i want it away from me~haha

should i go anot??
sorry bro...i make you disappointed on me...im not a good prayer
i like myself more than another....i so enjoying my life right now.
that not a location for me. there is so peaceful and lovely
you all are a kind of people^^sorry...thank you~~

2 MORE DAY~~COUNTDOWN 1.2.3....
HOLIDAYS.....HUH....2 WEEKS

BLACK AND WHITE

还是黑白的比较适合我

梦幻的完全不符合我的感觉

BLACK AND WHITE = IN WRITTEN

咯咯

都没有东西写
还硬要上来哦
发觉我的地盘好闷了
是不是?
是咯

精彩滴列??
没有
开心滴列??
没有

我的座右铭: 做人要简单

谢谢^^
今天的考试大多数都靠直觉
没有确定的答案
哈哈
不过还是这样过了啊
今天带了隐形眼镜去学校，十个里八个都问。
我不喜欢这样，在学校也不需要阿
我会带去是放在家没带好浪费。（我是乖女）哈哈
还是不浪费钱好
天气时好时怀。大家要照顾身体哦


I MISSSSSS SHOPPINGGGG ARRR...

HAHA
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有好消息时会报告给大家哦。
现在时机还没成熟。哈哈

HEART BREAKER??

223

刚看回自己文章
哈哈。。好佩服自己一下
写这么长，文法也都那里来得？

已经比我想象中好了

累
但睡不着
我又来了

我爱上了饰品^^
好爱~~

手表烂了T.T
金色风又回来了

她他她

今天的她很不一样

七点就起床去学校开会
两点补习。好累~一度想放弃去补习，还是忍下来了至到五点半。她体力真的有限，顶不住了。。好累好累，到了想哭的极限。她一点都不坚强。回家吃了她最爱吃的cheese..妈咪害怕她女儿饿坏。。买了满桌的食物给她。爸妈今晚去了云顶。。哥哥们也丢下了她。。到外头玩了。一个人在家。

家里现在是静静的。。。。好安静。。。。
她休息了两天但还是没办法完全的松开。不是压力。。是疲惫。。
她又开始想他了，每一次的突然都会让他又喜又悲。。开始麻木了吧。要习惯~一上线没有人是可以聊得，排列里很多名字。。但没有一个。。他也突然没回。。她也没办法就来这里发泄发泄。。

三个‘她’
她1--很关心朋友，不会让朋友烦恼，自己又烦恼多多的人
她2--很在乎自己和朋友，很敏感，受保护的小孩，怕被冷漠，情绪化
她3--很关心朋友，没有烦恼（都收着收着的），很有个性的人

三个‘她’都有时常在联络，每一天，已经习惯了
哈~
最近‘她1’和‘她2’都变成了好熟的友仔，也从没想过有这么的一天。和她2一起的感觉很开心。‘她2’也遇到了问题和‘她1’说。。。原来事情是关于‘她3’的

她1 做了中间人。。
慢慢开始的‘她3’感觉不舒服了。。她3感觉好像与她1越来越远了。。对不起，
她1疏忽了她3，她1也答应不会再疏忽她3了
^^
看到吗？

• 她1希望她2能开开心心过生活，无论发生什么事，她1都会在2的身边，不要害怕，不要孤单

• 她1也感到幸福能认识她们^^

miserable wretch

finally i having 4 days to rest at home and rest quietly . i so tired to solving problem by myself i had try my best to done the paper as i can .at the end.....will know when get my result..am i too care about it..starting scare ..teardrop again..my LORD..the full of stress on my body (actually)
i am not clever girl and my Q is low than others so need to do practice more and more
wow..??i will do it??try my best~~BECOME EFFECTIVE ...HAHA!!LOL time is rushing so fast
the SCARY moment is coming up
hold back the sad moment come again..i had disappointed on my pmr result..actually that not a result as i want ..but...IT GONE ..dont remind it..luckily im did a right way to going on my study life
i chosen in account class^^ i had not interest on physic or chemist!! ACCOUNT class is easy than science.this is established from student..ha~anyway just keep going on the way as i can follow yeah~^^
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STOP
i am just a simple girl ...let me go ?? always give rise to my mind to thinking you
why?me already make a way to leave ...
tire in game...give me a space i am a living thing not non-living thing

at the END

善意的谎言

T.T

ADD MATH 1 & 2...
ALL IN ORDER
had no idea to spending my time ..it useless
why student need to study??
why question

1. why people need to wear shoes?
2. why people need to wear clothes and girl need +bra??
3. why girl will too shy in love?
4. why boy always keep on silent?cold
5. why people will getting emo ?
6. why people always keep on competition?
7. why mood will become moody??
8. why will be laughed from people?

lol..the question ...........!!!lol lol lol lol

history

my lord.....studying on HISTORY
lol!!!what the point i get form it??
NO!!!it hard to memorize
GIVE UP
tomorrow math paper 2....

chating with my dar on saturday
miss dar a lots^^

feel like vomiting??IT TAKEN FROM MY FACE
pain shit shit ....
huh huh
how long can i be a skinny face??

take food to release my stress
luckily 'you' beside of me

all is my supporter here
haha~~
not enough for me..
sorry ...quite been FAT girl
i should be ON DIET ....at last CANT do it as well
cant live without food in my life

shit man
need ON AFTER EXAM

slim + white
im improving now..to be a top
HAHA~~lol

bless on me deep../pls

i vomited again...not feel well now...T.T

S**T

词穷

好烂哦
我的天啊
科学

死掉了拉。。。

我要恶补英文
找到了我的目标
向目标前进
英文程度是在是糟糕

猜不透

世界和平？
地球在哭泣着
人类也在擦泪悔改。。
一切都是从人类开始
不能怨
能做的是改变思想
保护地球
我们的地球生病了

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每一次
无法感受
触摸地很生疏

过去的时间
时代的变化
变得
越来越复杂

过的得过且过的。。
乎冷乎热
只会让人喘不过气


这样的生活会自由愉快吗？？
每次事情严重时才说‘对不起’
也太迟了吧

人气渐渐消失

MUM MUM

我想要的吗？
怨我。。
我每次都麻烦你们我也会不好意思！！
每次都会发生小差错小争执！！
不喜欢咯！！又是不好的结果
如果是这样我宁愿不要去看！
这样的堵。。很伤咯！
讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！
你们爱护我。。我知道
不过我会很痛苦当知道你们为我烦恼时
我会过意不去
！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
对不起
我发了脾气
T.T又来了
抱歉
女孩是软弱
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just finished my bath
Supposed today was a relax day
today is a mid-term in school
me having the first paper of bm...i can done it^^
almost full of 4 paper...kaka...lol
proud by self...but the marks ....im not sure..scare will fail ....
scary ...stressful ...the paper i most worried is bm and addmath
OMG!!
tomorrow is account 2 and bi paper..hope i can answers it as well
just have a small quarrel with mum
SORRY mum...
now me and mum haven recover back...we still keep on silent..
almost passing 1 hour more....
normally me will sharing with her after she back home and when she preparing her food..
i will keep on gossip thing for her( like make report) and being noisy stay around her..
TODAY, NO!
taking a deep breath now
.....relax.....all thing will be fine
the thing i need to do is

• open my mouth talk with mum
• take my dinner
• do my revision
• on my phone music
• focus my work
• take a deep breath
  
• relax
• calm down
• don't force myself too much

and sorry to all
promise myself wont online on this few week..
at last failed....
i cant do it......blogging and view blog became my diary work in life..
i will try my best on exam

this few day i so enjoyable with my f&f^^
haha~~

mother day will post lately~~
im busy on study ...^^
good luck for me

3L

也许你是我生命中的一个过客吧

我容许自己已过客来代替你,我不敢否认自己不喜欢...
或许我欺骗了自己..每个人都会误错或误会那人是你想拥有的人...我会抓狂当收到你的问候时,我讨厌冷淡的你
人是有限度曲忍耐的,我开始控制自己的情绪和感情
不再去想你,其实我不懂该如何时好...我成若了..不再想..希望能做到吧~~
答应了老婆不再哭
答应了dear 要坚强
知道他们都担心我了。。。他们心疼~`抱歉
我不会容易哭泣了。。以前的如会很快就回来的
‘她’也消失了好一阵子了。是时候该回来
‘她’在努力放松和寻找自我中，必须专心读书
不想多多。。。。
07/05
他的名字出现在我的收件箱里
想念?奇怪反倒是害怕！！
我没了话题和他沟通。。一下的他就消失了
（如果你有看，我是希望你知道的）了解吗？好过我一个人在傻，至少让你懂我这个傻妹在傻！呵呵~~
我是留不住他。。停不住脚步。。。时间渐渐地带走我的容忍了

我累了。。该休息了^^
大考也将近了，时间表也拿了~
开始有种喘不过气，但又是轻松的感觉~
可能得到了妈的安慰吧~~很爱妈妈，不给我压力
一切的压力都是来之自己~自己的给的压力比任何人来的多
从不放过自己。。。
呵呵~~
豆豆的烦恼也开始了
医生给的药也都吃完了，我没时间。。没时间！！去看也必须等到我考完试吧~
很羡慕别人的脸都滑滑的~
身材瘦瘦的~
好羡慕~~我几时才能拥有。。我看我还是暂时不出门了
我的脸~~

其实也没那么的严重，不过有时旁人在我旁边埋怨时，
你知道我是有几难受马？
从我懂事开始，这问题没脱离过我。。
每天看见镜子里的自己和相片中我还真的大分别~~
为什么分别会让人抗拒的？
我不明白~~

我又来了~~~~~~~不爱自己的人

星期日母亲节了

记得要给妈妈抱抱

和她说声‘我爱你’

就算简单的一句

已经足够了

我生活里不能缺少妈妈和爸爸
他们对我来说很重要
是我的强心针~给我依靠的爱柱子
^^

女儿爱你们哦^^

let show my zoo trip^^

zoo NEGARA VOLUNTEERS


























take a look here..
haha~~
went ZOO with my classmate for sivik..
khidmat masyarakat
have a lot of that day~~
we 3 power girl in charge BEAR~~WOW WOW...SO excited